Dark Rain.

The two drops. Side by side. I didn't notice it until after I shot it. Andrew Belle is playing while I type this. That wasn't done on purpose. It's on shuffle. And these are the moments that I feel you in my bones. I don't know why today, but here we are.

There's always a little hint of you throughout my days - which I've grown accustomed to believing that in time they will subside. I'm no longer regularly enveloped, but traces of you still consistently linger like a quiet whisper resting under my skin.

However, today, at least in this moment and a few moments throughout today...I have felt you deep in my veins...like your energy is around. It's also not lost on me that I could very well be trying to rationalize my own feelings; I still think about you. And, I could just be a far away memory for you and I'm learning to accept that, too.

I'm always going to wonder what we could've been capable of.

But, for right now, it's like I can feel you somehow.